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Beautifully Tragic

You used to never write in pen. "Nothing's permanent," you'd tell me. If that's true, then why do I still think about you? --- We would sit by my window at night sometimes. It was some sort of ritual for you to always touch your fingertips to the glass and trace the stars. Once I asked you why you did it. You told me it was the closest to heaven you were ever going to get. I guess I always wondered why I wasn't enough to get you there. --- You had this expression reserved for the moments when I disappointed you. I always apologized profusely, but you would just shake your

nothing's permanent.

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recrudescetoday, today, i am stuck somewhere between falling over
myself again and squeezing the 'indecisive' back out of my heart.

it's just that every time i fall asleep i dream of san francisco boardwalks, blinding bright lights, and glass bottles of coca cola. [they're shattered and falling through cracks in the pier, as lost in the ocean as my mind.]

then i'm conscious again and the world has stopped spinning me around because gravity no longer exists, didn't they teach you that in school?

and this not-so-pretty little fucked up girl wants to plunge in recrudesce
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dear mr. skeleton,this letter is to inform you that :

- perhaps someday i will grow tired of
  softly trailing my fingers down your spine.    i couldn't stop this if i wanted to;
  i couldn't imagine wanting to.

  that:
- all i know are the slight protrusions of your ribcage,    all i see are the faint laugh lines in your cheeks.    this is not unlike ecstasy, and with my eyes closed and
  fingers crossed it seems as if your heart can beat once again.

  and that:    dear mr. skeleton,
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Worrrrdle
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theme eight. innocenceand sometimes she lies in the backseat of her daddy's car trying to change the world,
one daydream at a time. theme eight. innocence
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73. I Can'tSometimes it feels like your fingers have dug their way into my chest and they are slowly crushing my organs and I can't live.
     Sometimes, sometimes,       this pain is crippling.       I can't do anything to       make it stop.
This feeling has moved into my lungs and it's clawing its way out and I'm bleeding rivulets of hopes and dreams and I can't breathe.
     Stitch me back together.
It's crawling 73. I Can't
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i am diane. i am 14. and let's be clear, i am not a writer. sometimes i just have words that seem intelligible.

lately, when i close my eyes all i see is you

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 20, 2009, 9:16 PM

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_{THERE'S A PARTY IN YOUR BEDROOM,
ALL
NIGHT
LONG.
[yes, i listen to cash cash XD]

SO GUYSSS. WHAT'S UP? tell me how you've been doing! i miss talking to everyone on here :[
asdfghjkl i'm hyper today. things are going... better. better than before. and i kinda just wanted to thank justin for keeping me sane without really knowing it. =]

time for another feature? I THINK SO who else loves this new journal skin thing for us nonsubscribers?

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alaskan skylines are arguably the most fantastic things in all the world.}

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Current Residence: where the wild things are
Interests: writing, music, dreaming
Favourite movie: Slumdog Millionaire, Mrs. Doubtfire, Edward Scissorhands, Moulin Rouge, Up, Stardust, Big Fish
Favourite band or musician: Fall Out Boy, Goo Goo Dolls, City & Colour, Copeland, The Audition, MCR
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~nothingbuteverything 19 hours 57 minutes ago

thanks for the fav, it really means a lot to me!

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